I am sick today,
sick in my body,
eyes wide open, silent,
I lie on the bed of childbirth.
Why do I, so used to the nearness of death,
to pain and blood and screaming,
now uncontrollably tremble with dread?
A nice young doctor tried to comfort me,
and talked about the joy of giving birth.
Since I know better than he about this matter,
what good purpose can his prattle serve?
Knowledge is not reality.
Experience belongs to the past.
Let those who lack immediacy be silent.
Let observers be content to observe.
I am all alone,
totally, utterly, entirely on my own,
gnawing my lips, holding my body rigid,
waiting on inexorable fate.
There is only one truth.
I shall give birth to a child,
truth driving outward from my inwardness.
Neither good nor bad; real, no sham about it.
With the first labor pains,
suddenly the sun goes pale.
The indifferent world goes strangely calm.
I am alone.
It is alone I am.

A few random poems:
- Come Into the Garde, Maud poem – Lord Alfred Tennyson poems
- Clarence by Shel Silverstein
- Спиридон Дрожжин – Смерть коня-пахаря
- In Imitation of Cowley : The Garden poem – Alexander Pope poems | Poetry Monster
- Happy Teacher’s Day by Vinaya Kumar Hanumanthappa
- Robert Burns: Phillis The Queen O’ The Fair:
- I Remember, I Remember by Philip Larkin
- The Waters by W H Auden
- Look Now On That Adventurer Who Hath Paid by William Wordsworth
- he_who_creates_re_creates_himself.html
- The Paint-Kings by Washington Allston
- Astrophel And Stella-First Song by Sir Philip Sidney
- Thalidomide by Sylvia Plath
- Patterns poem – Amy Lowell poems | Poems and Poetry
- Николай Заболоцкий – Все, что было в душе
External links
Bat’s Poetry Page – more poetry by Fledermaus
Talking Writing Monster’s Page –
Batty Writing – the bat’s idle chatter, thoughts, ideas and observations, all original, all fresh
Poems in English
- Written In A Volume Of The Comtesse De Noailles
- Kyrenaikos
- With A Copy Of Shakespeares Sonnets On Leaving College
- Juvenilia An Ode To Natural Beauty
- Vivien
- I Loved
- Virginibus Puerisque
- I Have A Rendezvous With Death
- Translations Dante Inferno Canto Xxvi
- Fragments
- To England At The Outbreak Of The Balkan War
- Eudaemon
- Tithonus
- The Wanderer
- The Torture Of Cuauhtemoc
- The Sultans Palace
- The Rendezvous
- The Old Lowe House Staten Island
- The Nympholept
- The Need To Love
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The Poetry Repository – an online library of poems, poetry, verse and poetic works