Labor Pains

I am sick today,

sick in my body,

eyes wide open, silent,

I lie on the bed of childbirth.

Why do I, so used to the nearness of death,

to pain and blood and screaming,

now uncontrollably tremble with dread?

A nice young doctor tried to comfort me,

and talked about the joy of giving birth.

Since I know better than he about this matter,

what good purpose can his prattle serve?

Knowledge is not reality.

Experience belongs to the past.

Let those who lack immediacy be silent.

Let observers be content to observe.

I am all alone,

totally, utterly, entirely on my own,

gnawing my lips, holding my body rigid,

waiting on inexorable fate.

There is only one truth.

I shall give birth to a child,

truth driving outward from my inwardness.

Neither good nor bad; real, no sham about it.

With the first labor pains,

suddenly the sun goes pale.

The indifferent world goes strangely calm.

I am alone.

It is alone I am.

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• Константин Бальмонт – Море – вечное стремленье, горы – царственный покой by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Молитва последняя by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Молитва by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Если грустно тебе by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Эльзи by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Электрон by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Далеким близким by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Да, я люблю одну тебя by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Цветок (Я цветок, и счастье аромата) by Константин Бальмонт
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• Константин Бальмонт – Чудовище с клеймом by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Что достойно, что бесчестно by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Четыре источника by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Чет и нечет by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Черный и белый by Константин Бальмонт
• Константин Бальмонт – Черные вороны by Константин Бальмонт
• Кондратий Рылеев – Песня (Кто сколько ни хлопочет) by Кондратий Рылеев
• Кондратий Рылеев – Переводчику «Андромахи» by Кондратий Рылеев
• Кондратий Рылеев – Палей by Кондратий Рылеев
• Кондратий Рылеев – Оставь меня, Я здесь молю by Кондратий Рылеев

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