in the gazebo
by Bozena Helena Mazur-Nowak
(for my Mother Danuta in Heaven)
a warm September day,
the thirteenth,
your birthday, Mom
smell of coffee on the terrace
sun is frolicking in the asters
there is a pergola in the middle of the orchard
entwined with wild ivy
you are sitting in a rocking chair
squinting your eyes to the sun
and smiling to yourself
how do you measure the past
that burned in a furnace of loss
how do you embrace the seasons of oblivion
what pattern do you cut from the fabric of longing
I look at you from a distance
and regret all those lost years
you rock in your chair and eat an apple
I just need to cross the orchard
and I could nestle in your arms again
feel the soothing warmth
listen to the heart beat
just like when I was a child
a sudden gust of wind
brought clouds of mourning
shadow fell across the aster
I gaze back at the gazebo
and know now, that you are not there
my heart flutters
it refuses to accept
I close my eyes tears flow
you are trapped under my eyelids,
Mom
and you have a warm place in my heart
Mom …
,,Blue Longing” my fifth poetry book
Copyright ©:
© Bozena Helena Mazur-Nowak

A few random poems:
- An Essay On Criticism poem – Alexander Pope poems | Poetry Monster
- Sleep
- Карл Сэндберг – Анекдот о цикуте для двух афинян
- Home Is So Sad by Philip Larkin
- II. The Pauper Witch of Grafton by Robert Frost
- On The Ice Islands Seen Floating In The German Ocean by William Cowper
- A Winter Ride poem – Amy Lowell poems | Poems and Poetry
- Mahomet Ali Beg; Or, the Faithful Minister of State by William Somervile
- Нина Воронель – Папоротник II
- Chain Of Pearls by Rabindranath Tagore
- Омар Хайям – Из края в край мы держим к смерти путь
- Religious Obsession — translation from Dharmamoha by Rabindranath Tagore
- Алексей Толстой – Пусть тот, чья честь не без укора
- The French And the Spanish Guerillas by William Wordsworth
- Владимир Степанов – Рукавицы для лисицы
External links
Bat’s Poetry Page – more poetry by Fledermaus
Talking Writing Monster’s Page –
Batty Writing – the bat’s idle chatter, thoughts, ideas and observations, all original, all fresh
Poems in English
- The Jungle Flower
- The Hut
- The Hospital On The Shore
- The Garden Of Kama Kama The Indian Eros
- The Garden By The Bridge
- The First Wife
- The First Lover
- The Dying Prince
- The Convert
- The Cactus
- The Cactus Thicket
- The Bride
- The Aloe
- Syed Amir
- Surface Rights
- Surf Song
- Sunstroke
- Story Of Udaipore Told By Lalla Ji The Priest
- Story Of Lilavanti
- Story By Lalla Ji The Priest
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