I am sick today,
sick in my body,
eyes wide open, silent,
I lie on the bed of childbirth.
Why do I, so used to the nearness of death,
to pain and blood and screaming,
now uncontrollably tremble with dread?
A nice young doctor tried to comfort me,
and talked about the joy of giving birth.
Since I know better than he about this matter,
what good purpose can his prattle serve?
Knowledge is not reality.
Experience belongs to the past.
Let those who lack immediacy be silent.
Let observers be content to observe.
I am all alone,
totally, utterly, entirely on my own,
gnawing my lips, holding my body rigid,
waiting on inexorable fate.
There is only one truth.
I shall give birth to a child,
truth driving outward from my inwardness.
Neither good nor bad; real, no sham about it.
With the first labor pains,
suddenly the sun goes pale.
The indifferent world goes strangely calm.
I am alone.
It is alone I am.

A few random poems:
- Алексей Жемчужников – Осенью в швейцарской деревне
- Here, Sailor. by Walt Whitman
- To the Author of a Poem Entitled Succession poem – Alexander Pope poems | Poetry Monster
- The Mother by Patrick Pearse
- In The Name of Eternal Love by Walter William Safar
- Bring Wine by Jalal ad-Din Muhammad Rumi
- Николай Гумилев – Командиру 5-го Александровского полка
- Starlight
- A Song On The Baths by William Strode
- love_flower.html
- Let me be to Thee as the circling bird poem – Gerard Manley Hopkins poems
- The Wine by Sara Teasdale
- Recessional by Rudyard Kipling
- How to Increase Your Faith
- The Atheist poem – Aleister Crowley poems | Poetry Monster
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- Tube Station
- To Be Blind
- The Man In The Bowler Hat
- the_children_look_at_the_parents.html
- The British
- symphony_in_red.html
- seaport.html
- sea.html
- quickstep.html
- polyphony_in_a_cathedral.html
- one_almost_might.html
- nursery_rhyme_for_a_twenty_first_birthday.html
- not_love_perhaps.html
- night_piece.html
- never.html
- music.html
- meeting.html
- last_word_to_childhood.html
- june_sick_room.html
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