Looking Fire

The snow falls soft and thick. My cedar bough

Sways up and down, and scratches on the glass.

The wind sighs in the chimney, as I sit,

With elbows on my knees, before the fire,

Resting a crumpled chin in hollow’d palms.

There is great trouble in the cold and dark;

And other girls shrink off and steal away,

To crouch in lonely rooms and look at fires,

And look at their dead joys and living griefs,-

But they are pitied. None would pity me.

Friends come to seek them, and lay tender hands

On their bow’d heads and sore and restless hearts.

They find the wound, and drop the healing oil;

They lift the burden off, or make it light.

But they would smile, unless they laugh’d, at mine.

O still, warm fire, you will not bubble up

In mocking flames,-your heart will soon be cold!

O wind-for you have seen the roses bloom,

And the shrunk petals fall and drift away-

You hear, and sob and sigh as you go past!

Is unrequited love so sad a thing?

Ay, ay,-but this is even sadder still;

To want to love, and not to have the power-

To meet your king at last with empty hands-

To be so young, and to have squander’d all!

Alas, alas! to know your wine is sour-

To have loved wrong, with love despoil’d of trust,

Dishonour’d love, that mix’d itself with hate,-

To see the pearl of price laid at your feet,

And know your wealth is gone for dross and lies!

Ay, ’tis the saddest thing to want to love,

To want to cling, when you have lost your strength-

To feel the ashes choking up the hearth,

And think how bright a fire there might have been,-

To know when you are loved, too late-too late!

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• Ольга Берггольц – Слышала, приедешь к нам не скоро ты by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Синеглазый мальчик, синеглазый by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Сибиринка by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Сестре by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Родине by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Разговор с соседкой by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Простите бедность этих строк by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Придешь, как приходят слепые by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Потеряла я вечером слово by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Порука by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Полуночная by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Покуда небо сумрачное меркнет by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Подбирают фомки и отмычки by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Письмо из Ленинграда by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Песня о жене патриота by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Песня о ленинградской матери by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Песня дочери by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Первое письмо на Каму by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Пахнет соснами, гарью, тленьем by Ольга Берггольц
• Ольга Берггольц – Память (Всей земною горечью и болью) by Ольга Берггольц

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