I am sick today,
sick in my body,
eyes wide open, silent,
I lie on the bed of childbirth.
Why do I, so used to the nearness of death,
to pain and blood and screaming,
now uncontrollably tremble with dread?
A nice young doctor tried to comfort me,
and talked about the joy of giving birth.
Since I know better than he about this matter,
what good purpose can his prattle serve?
Knowledge is not reality.
Experience belongs to the past.
Let those who lack immediacy be silent.
Let observers be content to observe.
I am all alone,
totally, utterly, entirely on my own,
gnawing my lips, holding my body rigid,
waiting on inexorable fate.
There is only one truth.
I shall give birth to a child,
truth driving outward from my inwardness.
Neither good nor bad; real, no sham about it.
With the first labor pains,
suddenly the sun goes pale.
The indifferent world goes strangely calm.
I am alone.
It is alone I am.

A few random poems:
- At San Giovanni Del Lago poem – Alfred Austin
- Robert Burns: The Lament: Occasioned by the unfortunate issue of a Friend’s Amour.
- At Shelley’s Grave poem – Alfred Austin
- To A Picture Of Eleanor Duse by Sara Teasdale
- Нина Воронель – С моим житьем, поспешным и тряпичным
- Шекспир – Лелеет лето лучший свой цветок – Сонет 94
- The One-Legged Man by Siegfried Sassoon
- Marine Snow At Mid-Depths And Down by Thomas Lux
- Николай Гумилев – Живала Ниагара
- Sir Philip Sidney; Astrophel and Stella: XXIII by Sir Philip Sidney
- Шекспир – Я лью потоки горьких слез – Сонет 44
- Sonnet 119: What potions have I drunk of Siren tears by William Shakespeare
- To E. Fitzgerald: Tiresias poem – Lord Alfred Tennyson poems
- Essay on Man poem – Alexander Pope poems | Poetry Monster
- Нина Пикулева – Читайте, дети
External links
Bat’s Poetry Page – more poetry by Fledermaus
Talking Writing Monster’s Page –
Batty Writing – the bat’s idle chatter, thoughts, ideas and observations, all original, all fresh
Poems in English
- SOMALIA CALLING by Satish Verma
- Solitudes by Satish Verma
- SNAKE CHARMING by Satish Verma
- Smiling Buddha by Satish Verma
- Singing Darkness by Satish Verma
- Sin and Prayer by Satish Verma
- Silver Trails by Satish Verma
- Sidelined by Satish Verma
- Shimmering by Satish Verma
- SELF-WATCH by Satish Verma
- Searing Heat by Satish Verma
- SCULPTURING by Satish Verma
- SCARY DANCE by Satish Verma
- REVOLT OF A SUTRA by Satish Verma
- REGENERATING by Satish Verma
- REFLECTING THE PRAISES by Satish Verma
- PURE STEEL by Satish Verma
- PROGNOSIS by Satish Verma
- PRESCIENCE by Satish Verma
- Praying Hurriedly by Satish Verma
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