Entering the Body
by Michelle Bonczek Evory
Entering the Body
after Gunter von Hagen’s Body Worlds
All I could think of at first
was cooking. Of that skinned
rabbit in my freezer, fur torn, gaze
jammed between a package of phyllo
and a carton of ice cream.
Of all that succulent meat
dripping from its own skeleton,
sweet marrow and a bottle of merlot, but
even here
I end up in the palace of longing.
Caught in the arms of no arms.
Trying to bend a body
to my own. A skeleton
follows its muscled canvas
and I long
to be inside one, to hold
the other.
But you can’t translate flesh.
Not with polymer, nor contemplation,
not even with a prolonged hand
shake or make out session.
Not in the slow unbuttoning
of a wine-stained blouse or in the stripping
of tendon from bone, muscle filleted
into C-section, pelvis cavity unsewn.
In this case, a uterus
the size of a thumb. Inside me, one jabs
like an eyelash in the heavens (yes,
the heavens). Here in this museum,
two blue eyes drift from two halves
of a severed head. How long do we stare
into mirrors. So long, I know,
my eyes roll
from their pockets till they bump
my tiny
tiny ossicles dripping notes
into my ears, not yet
not yet.
But flesh will not wait.
I want to wrap my arms around this
sculpture’s waist and ask him, anything?
Nuzzle my chin in the meat-cleave
of his shoulder. Play my fingers
over his bones, over his exposed
vertebrae like a vibraphone.
Lick his neck until his brain coral
flowers.
End of the poem
15 random poems
- Diary of a Palestinian Wound by Mahmoud Darwish
- An Exiles Farewell
- Владимир Высоцкий – Надо с кем-то рассорить кого-то
- “Call Not The Royal Swede Unfortunate” by William Wordsworth
- Night At The Marina by Shreekumar Varma
- Memory As a Hearing Aid by Tony Hoagland
- walking with a staff by Raj Arumugam
- Miracles by Siegfried Sassoon
- Adolescence II by Rita Dove
- The Wanderer
- Robert Burns: Lines To A Gentleman,: Who had sent the Poet a Newspaper, and offered to continue it free of Expense.
- The Peacock by William Butler Yeats
- Oh My Father, I am Yusif by Mahmoud Darwish
- Starlight
- Ольга Берггольц – Ты будешь ждать
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Quant.com – a search engine from France, and also an alternative, at least for Europe
Yandex – the Russian search engine (it’s probably the best search engine for image searches).